Ricky's inspiration

Today while I am still working, I take the chance taking a deep look at Ricky Martin. I saw his interview on youtube about his recent coming out which was such an amazing beautiful thing for him and his potential life partner as well as his boys.

I talked to Jessica just a few days ago and I was so happy and felt assured that I have opened up a lot! Now in my head, I have an exact portrayal of my role models in life – John Barrowman, Ricky Martin, John Smith and Adam Cummings. I am sure they started with nothing but a clear direction of what they want in life. Learn from the past, let go, go for it until you finally achieve it. I am pretty sure that they all started with nothing, then building their blocks and become what they mean successful life. Great job, loving relationship which they are proud of and probable getting married at some point.

I know that I am in the rather beginning in my whole life. Just finished school and came out to my friends (but not yet family). Yet, I know what I want ultimately and I want to work on it. And lastly, believe your instincts and rational mind, do whatever you want – it can be wrong but it neither justify my being foolish, and take life less serious to have fun with it!

Love

I came across the video from John and he and his partner really did a great job filming a nice and sweet clip during their road trip to the mountains. They are from U.S.. They both are really caring and lovely people good to be friends too.

Yesterday I met this Adam too. He is from the U.S.. We had a short but great chat, exchanged photos and hopefully I will see him and speak again. He is until now the second or third guy I came across who speaks normally, if not too weird! There are a lot of things that I want to know about him.

Talking about different experiences, I would I am blessed to have experienced much. Talking about love, I am a baby!!!

Annoying and negativity

One of my colleagues is very annoying and bitchy! Trying to turn every single moment into positive, I need to find out the new cheese in life and am better ignore her. As an adult working for many years and handling a lot of different kinds of people, I really appreciate those who are able to control their emotions, solve problems independently and enjoy life for every single moment. Sometimes, work culture seems matter to an extent that is greater that the work itself!

Blessed my past year life experience in Belgium and I am very fine now!

Cheersssssssssssss

The Food Inc.

I feel very down today that after reading more and more of different stuff, I just know the reality is usually a hard one that cracks you down.

Yesterday night I watched the film, Food Inc, which is a documentary film, depicting the change of food production from being naturally grown to now all manufactured in this Empire. If it tells the truth, many sorts of foods that you can buy in a supermarket (Walmart) are all come from corns, which changes the definition of food. Now I don’t know what is meant by food. I don’t know what we are eating and I kind of have an issue with the big corporates/conglomerates.

Anything I read was the facebook article, person of the year by Time. Great social media to connect people but it bring tremendous bad consequences on different things like trust, marriage and relationship matter.

When humans no longer carry any emotions in life and always come down to facts, it seems too meaningless to me, especially coming to facts in business context. I cant imagine what a better life is like when one is a billionaire who cares all about work, business, money, relationships and so on.

Sometime, I was taught to learn as broad as possible for my common sense. But somehow, I feel much more happier when I were innocent!

Hey my dear. Don’t lose your positivity, seek for benefits and don’t focus on difficulties. Life has to go on…