Before moving to Belgium in 2009, I haven't completely recovered from anxiety as diagnosed in 2007, which I thought I was already fine.

In 2010, I quitted my Citibank job because I had to be temporary our of work to deal with my personal issue, i.e. Anxiety. Looking back I should have stayed at work like Ewoud and dealt with it at the same time as it was a good banking job.

In 2011, I joined Citibank but resigned again because I didn't like it.

In 2013, I finally worked for jpm having decided to quite my secure job at PwC. But I was sacked a month later.

I cried and I get depressed but I always asked what the lesson was behind. There must be a reason I have to go through such a difficult phase of my life.

I don't know what it is but today I start counting blessings done these years. Like at least I am a happier and more optimistic person now. I start dating properly.

I've stumbled it through. I know I can do it.